Please I need help badly its not a simply crush question its very very deep.?

Okay not too long ago a friend of mien told me how a boy at ehr school d her by forcing her to suck his c***. She told ehr parents and everytihng and I think this is as far as it is going to go. She says she can get over it and I honestly belive her but i don't hink I can. I've been picturing it in my mind and just screaming at the top of my lungs in complete terror. I don't kow y i ahve such strong feelings about but I do and even tohguh ive heard otehr stories ive never been to mentally tormented about them. Does anyone know anythign that can ease my pain.